and all the sudden i’ve come to realize that she was the deadliest angel sent from heavens to claim my heart… will I faint?…. will I die? I guess i’ll find it out before the battle cry.eye in pain


Speaking without words

Speaking out loud,

The silence between us

Slowly made us fall

Into an innocent game;

Crossing eyes in a day of rain

A crossed heart did beat again,

Behind the rules we live in the daylight

In the shadows we’ll meet in our true state of art.



Edgar Fabián Gil Amado


with my fkng camera


Only god knows that i love her

Only god knows that I’m true;

Only god knows what i’m feeling every time she’s before me,

Only god knows how hard it is to  pretend everything is cool.

But I’m just dying to know her,

To be with her and not just there,

I want her to see me, not to look right through me,

I want her to be touched by my words.



Edgar Fabián Gil Amado

eye glasses with six generation

my eyeglasses

To my Moon

She’s as beautiful as a breaking dawn with two suns upon the sky;

My heart burns in her presence, but even if it hurts

I stand unable to walk away.

My soul cries a song, it is an anthem to the rain;

And as I call her name

I wonder if she wants to be mine

For I’m already hers.



Edgar Fabian Gil Amado

Sanctum pledge… not alive, not dead!

I know it isn’t a lie

Though it can’t be true,

This surreal feeling crushing my heart,

Something I did not choose.

I’d rather not to have a heart

But, what could I’ve possibly do?

Making friends to see her smile,

Making friends with pain is no truce.

Every beat is a battle cry

Every beat is a war I lose.

God have mercy for once!

Tell my eyes to love her not;

In the meantime I’ll say good bye

Good night and so long,

but Before sleeping…

let me offer a prayer for a kiss… ❤

And my soul for her love.

By: Fabian Gil Amado